Love...What is it Really...and Why Do We Want it so Badly?

Ever wonder why we love? What love really is and why we subject ourselves to it over and over again? Sadness with disappointment rolled into that one moment of hope. That moment when time stands still just for us. That crazy, unstable I can't live without you feeling. Is that love? Or is real love staying through adversity, the getting through the hard stuff. Are we as human beings capable of loving and accepting ourselves enough to feel the pain of another.

To see the depth of a man or woman who is not perfect. But who is willing to just be. A woman who has accepted all parts of who she is and who she is not. A woman who loves the man for who he is and not what he has or can give her. Sure love to a woman is security. Selecting a man who can provide a rich and full life is a bonus. Where are those men who want to be accepted and loved for who they are. The men that can laugh at themselves and still be Ok. The unpretentiousness, the men willing to remove the masks they show the world with the right relationship. Where are those folks who want to just be? Do they really exist?

Wouldn't it be nice to just be? Life has so many twists and turns. One idea flowing in and out of my mind causes me to wonder how and/or why awareness has been such an important part of my journey. Feeling frustrated, annoyed, inspired, able to see things in the bigger picture more clearly than ever before. Human nature, insecurites, love, laughter, compassion, completeness, happiness at the core of a young woman without the need for a congruent life. Up until now...

A Blessed individual who has been challenged by the uphill battle to finally reach the summit of life. The peaceful tranquility that comes from spiritual guidance and inner peace. An awakening of the heart and the passion to grasp the unkown. Finding love within myself and the desire for congruency is now present in my being. Learning to love myself first... is my greatest lesson and my most cherished blessing.