A Day in the Life of Two Crystal Meth Addicts

Though there are many different ways to hurt your loved ones while addicted to Crystal Meth, a loving family can forgive when there is sincerity present. However, the deteriorating nature of a long-term, chronic Crystal Meth user becomes such that true healing and closure may never come for some wounds. A similar situation would be having just watched an extremely graphic horror movie depicting suffering (or something in which you normally would or could not watch), only to reconsider the choice all too late. Just as there were images depicted in that regretfully viewed horror movie that you may never "un-see," there are emotionally detrimental words exchanged during heated arguments or actions decided upon selfishly that you cannot "un-say, "un-hear," or "undo." The truly selfless act of honestly forgiving another person surely must be an action that communicates pure love as it was intended to be expressed. Unfortunately, however, sincerely forgiving someone for a wrong that was committed against you does not always heal the pain associated with the wrongful action.

Accordingly, Crystal Meth builds a file room for all the unfortunate events to be stored and researched at will. Truly, this substance creates another person, if you will, who resides within the user. That person grows very large, much stronger and bigger and heavier in personality and desperateness and strangeness that is so different from the original person. "The Other" comes out and says things which would have shocked the former person. The person who once was there would never even know that those words could be strung together in such a hurtful amalgam of malice. The levels of sheer anger and adrenaline felt when the temper rises to that unbelievable point must be met with an outburst of feeling-emotion-rage which sounds like pure hatred. It is when these irrational, highly emotional, fatigued-but-roaring-through-the-night instances occur that the following two things take place: