How Healing Others Changed My Life

You would think that being healed would change your life first and foremost. And for most people you would be correct, but for me I see that healing others is far more satisfying. I have several believers now, believers in that I can heal, not believers in me as a spiritual figure. So let's start from the beginning, or at least the conscious beginning of being able to use my gift.

It took a long time for even me to believe that I can do what I do. There are three really big reasons for that.

One is that it is not always successful. Its not like I am a member of the Heroes TV show and with a look I can mend bones. But I can cure other things, I can stop and send cancer into submission, I can remove cancer before it spreads, I can greatly increase my own healing and decrease the severity of what I have when I have it. In other words when I had an abdominal tear, I was able to decrease its severity. What was supposed to be a 2-3 hour surgery was 45 minutes, and the scar was ½ the size they said it would be. Then I healed that up in record time. The doctor even stated I was healing very fast. Oh I knew then I was healing fast, I wanted to say, but I also did not want to find out what the 72 hour hold was like. I had to get back to work after all. I have my day job which is irrelevant to this article and the far more important job of healing.

The second reason that I find it difficult to find those that believe in what I do, is because I have times I can not do anything. It only takes a headache for me to be unable to do anything. And if I try too hard to heal someone that does not want to be healed, I feel the backlash that shuts off my ability. If you can not find someone that believes in you, or that wants to be healed, they can not be healed.