Grasping for Love

They say that God helps,
those who ask,
but what has he done for me.
I ask forgiveness,
for things in my past,
but still they won't let me be.

I try to have faith,
in the one who knows all,
but love has abandoned me.
No one answers me,
when I call.
Sweet love, why did you flee?

If I harden my heart,
and clear out my mind,
then can I go on?
Or should I give up,
if there's nothing to find,
and the hope in my life is gone?

Where do I go,
in a world full of pain?
Am I asking for too much?
Gods presence is there,
but I'm going insane,
I want a love I can touch.