Ups and Downs of Bipolar Disorder

Of all the things I've learned in the field of psychology, I find the paradox of bipolar disorder to be most intriguing. It seems as though this illness has an appeal to certain types of characters-those that love intense emotion experiences, feel that their identity is formed by the tumultuousness of their moods, and enjoy a lifestyle that is not of the norm. And the charm is understandable-this illness brings about periods of euphoria, of great creativity and energy. But the reality is that this disorder is marked by grandiosity, poor judgment, irritability, impulsive behavior, paranoia, hallucinations, and risky behavior, causing a chaotic and unstable state of mind and being. It also distorts moods and thoughts, brings about erratic behaviors, destroys the basis of rational thought, and too often erodes the desire and will to live. It is biological in its origins, yet one that feels psychological in the experience of it and is unique in that it brings about great pleasure, yet also brings in its wake almost unendurable suffering and sometimes even suicide.

Why would someone want to cultivate their image of being insane-perhaps it gives the artist more legitimacy and fulfills the image of the mad genius. This image could even be used as a means for career advancement. It is possible that artists may want to take on or inflate the characteristics, such as irritability, moodiness, intensity of energy and emotions.