IED's and PTSD: Interview with an Iraq War Vet

By George F'N Washington, published Feb 27, 2007
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Jonathan "Stokes" Smith is a US soldier who did two tours of Iraq for a total of 28 months, and a tour of Kosovo. This is his story of war, and the things that go along with war.

JH: What was your lowest point in Iraq?

Would have to be the day after we were told that we would be staying. That is when it all sunk in. That week I first lost my grandfather who was my guiding light. Then the extension and my now ex's crap just starting. I'm man enough to admit that it broke me for little bit where I had to be by myself for twenty minutes or so.

JH: How have IED's (Improvised Explosive Device's) played a major role in the war?

They (IED's) are so tricky. I remember when they first started to use them they were so cheap. An old missile tip under a bag with a detonation cord. Nowadays they are removing pieces of the road at nighttime, placing the bombs and refilling the road for the new morning. I have even heard a case where they put an IED on the back of a donkey next to the road. A triggerman some 100 yards away would watch for a HumVee to drive by then exploded it. The reason for it on the donkey? Well they know we have been making the HumVees more protected and stuff, but not so much around the windshield so they are trying to find any weakness. The best line I ever heard from a soldier is "They're Arabic not stupid."

JH: When you were in that plane, coming home, how did you feel?

We had a four star general on ours and I got to talk to him. He now wears a suit and tie and advises the war recovery effort. I was with most of my best friends at the time and you could not slap the smiles off our faces. As I'm told they still have a picture of the soldiers coming off the plane in Germany with me just to the side kissing the ground. Wasn't our land but damn it, it was still free soil.

JH: Any lasting mental effects from the war that you have noticed since being home?

I know I am very forthcoming on almost everything but I will admit I'll be a little short on this. Yes I do to a point. The Docs have diagnosed me with PTSD. I'd rather not talk too much but it's centered on two single events out there.

JH: I have to ask, what are those two events?

I'll talk about one event but not the other.

Stokes
Date of Interview: 2/9/07

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THAT'S ONE REASON WHY FOLKS SHOULDN'T BE SO GUNG HO TO GO TO WAR!

Posted on 12/20/2007 at 8:12:23 PM

 
This was amazing. I felt pride for the soldier, sadness for his losses, and frustration that our wonderful men and woment have to go through this. They truly are heros in all sense of the word.

Posted on 03/04/2007 at 8:03:00 AM

 
Well done. I'm glad you kept it in bare interview format and didn't dress it up too much. The part about the tattoo is very touching.

Posted on 03/04/2007 at 12:03:00 AM

 
Great interview. God bless this soldier. Very well written. The story just broke my heart. It is so sad that this war has lasted this long. Thank you and Welcome home... Bye.

Posted on 03/03/2007 at 5:03:00 PM

 
"is there more" ??? Did you actually read that? Ms Gilbert, I am betting you truly have no idea how thoroughly that question betrays your complete inability to even fathom what has been said in the words of this interview...

Posted on 03/03/2007 at 1:03:00 PM

 
The way I deal with PTSD...I look my naysayers in their eyes, I tighten my upper lip like a guitar string...and I tell them what I know. I let that resonate. I speak it like it is truth and believe in it like it is truth. Post traumatic stress is no picnic...it is also a very definitive and path clearing thing. Damn. This can't be done in comments... I can't write about it yet, been trying for years... even took Hemingway a lifetime to deal with... and in the end it beat him. It will not beat me. I will find the path. It's a "Follow Me" thing...

Posted on 03/03/2007 at 1:03:00 PM

 
Great interview! There are going to be a lot of cases of PTSD, I mean A LOT. Communities, friends, families and professionals are going to have to work extra hard to help our military as they come home (and while they are there). I also have PTSD and it can completely destroy your life. I hold all our military right here in my heart. I hope that we, as a nation, will do all we can to help them to find some joy and peace in their lives.

Posted on 03/03/2007 at 11:03:00 AM

 
Interesting interview. Is there more?

Posted on 03/03/2007 at 10:03:00 AM

 
I apologize to you that you ever had to go there. From the bottom of my heart I say to you that we knew this was coming and the issue was sidestepped, our leaders covered their eyes, they called not on courage but excuses and the battles we should have fought and knew would have to be fought, and the enemy we should have faced and knew we would one day was put off until you, My Brother had to go there and do it for us. I am so touched, so deeply rooted in what you feel and the hurt you are living with that...I weep with you. I am sorry with you. I am reaching across the space to hold you, My Brother. Thank You ...I am sooo sorry and...Welcome Home! We Will Never Forget.

Posted on 03/03/2007 at 8:03:00 AM

 
Well written. I fly with these guys on military charters and some of their stories just break your heart. Some of the young ones had very brutal combat videos they were laughing at and showing some flight attendants in the galley-I could only watch a bit then had to leave. I just was most affected by the bravado-I knew inside each soldier had to be changed somehow by all that he or she had witnessed. Get in touch w me if you want to read the piece I just published about my experiences with those guys.

Posted on 03/03/2007 at 5:03:00 AM

 
Thanks for the article! Really! As prior military, myself(first gulf war,etc.) I can only imagine what hell these guys will be feeling for the rest of their lives!

Posted on 03/02/2007 at 9:03:00 PM

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