Blink........

If you find this journal, if it's being read, then I'm no longer here. The fact that I am no longer here will serve as proof that I didn't cheat the plan. That I didn't spare anyone. That It was a total act of randomness. I like all of you had a 50/50 shot.

I've looked at this from every angle. I have given it as much thought as one can, given such a short period of time to decide.

I'm sure that things are going to be real fucked up for a while. Dramatic change has alway led to chaos. In time though, I'm sure that things will settle down. Maybe those of you who are left, will eventually figure out that this was something that had to be done. It was a matter of time anyway. Better that half of us be removed then the entire planet's eventual strangulation.

All roads will eventually lead to me. To what I have done here. That is just fine with me. I left the trail of breadcrumbs for a reason. I do not desire the fame it will bring. I just want the real truth to be known. Not all the Political, and Religious bullshit that I know will come out of this. I want it known that I did this for my own reasons. For the well being of the world. I guess I did it all for you. It wasn't God, or Allah or Buddah. It wasn't science, or governmental.

I wonder how the rest of you will look upon me? The Psychopath? The Savior? A little of both? I feel that eventually, everyone will realize that this had to be done. I guess everyone would like an explanation of how something like this could be possible. How in the hell did I pull off the greatest disappearing act in the history of the universe? Well that is why I am writing this. Not only to give you understanding of the why I did it, but also of the how I did it.

Of course a true magician can never give away his secret's. Not to mention the last thing I want is someone else to figure it out. It can't be done again anyway. Not until she is ready for it at least. Mother Nature has a way of evening things out.