My Biggest Secret: I was an Adult Webcam Entertainer

This is something I don't like to admit, and normally I cringe at the mention of it, but in order to put the past completely behind me I must tell my story. I used to work as a solo adult webcam entertainer. This means that I was paid (per minute) to have sexual conversations and relations with people over the internet with them watching me via my webcam. I did this for about 2 years and then quit for many reasons; the most important reason being because I wanted to do something that my daughter could be proud of me for, the people were very often rude, and the money wasn't good enough for the work I was doing.

A normal night would consist of me spending about an hour on my hair, makeup and wardrobe, queuing a few good cds for ambiance, and turning on my webcam to open my chat room for business. The host (me) would wait in their chat room for clients to enter and talk. This is where you can either persuade someone to spend their hard-earned money on you, or not. I'd have to flirt and make idle chat about their day and what they do for work...normally allowing them to direct the conversation. Being too pushy isn't beneficial unless that's the kind of room you are in. I list any limits that I have (things I will not do) and ask if there's anything the client is looking for specifically. I also had a picture and video gallery. The picture gallery was free to anyone who was purchasing time with the website so they could see more of the models. And the video gallery was a good way to make money when I wasn't online; clients would pay a viewing charge per video to watch any of the series of videos I made.