Waking-Up Again

Seeing What I Am

A thought I'm waking up to: I'm not supposed to be an audience-member.

Well, maybe to 'the big movie' or 'the private dancer,' but not to the Internet.

Maybe FireFox (the Holy Grail of Internet-Multitasking) briefly convinced me that I'm supposed to sit and watch all the world's shows; but when I can see all of them, I'm bound to try to get involved in at least a few (for purposes of Catholos Correctus---a word I just made up for you!), and being involved in more than one-at-a-time slows down my computer so much that I feel my work is day-late/dollar-short inadequate.

In short, I'm not here to take-and-take, but rather to give-and-give-and-give-and-give-and, as long as somebody's giving in return (in their way, if it's acceptable unto me), to keep on giving in my way. So I'll talk and write and talk and rewrite etc., but there's no guarantee that I'll hear and read and listen and reply ... but I might!

Currently listening :
She Hates Me
By Puddle of Mudd
Release date: By 02 September, 2002