Coffee Addiction

How did this happen? When did this happen? Was it all of a sudden or did it happen over time? I used to be so strong never needing anyone or anything to get me thru my day. I have become a co-dependant! When I first met you I thought you were bitter and over time you no longer left a bad taste in my mouth. And now, well now I need you! I can't even think about NOT having you with me day in and day out. My strength has faded over the years you have been in my life. Some days I get up and think today is the day I cut you loose, but then just like everyday in the past the love affair begins. The way you make me feel, the way you warm my body...I can't get enough of you. And I know that you are not good, I know that you will only hurt me...but I can't let you go. So for now I can admit I am weak and the affair shall continue...but one day my coffee cup will not be filled!