Pondering You

I sit here
And as I do, I ponder You
The mind-blowing composition of You
And I am arrested by sheer awe
If you could have told me one year ago
Heck, one month ago
That I would feel this way about You
I never would have believed You
But now I do and here I sit pondering You.

I ponder the inhuman drive I know it took
For you to stand where You do
For You to have captured my attention in such a way
That it encompasses my entire being
Lights my eyes and fills my heart
Thoughts of You flitter as vividly as butterflies in my head
So light and free, beckoning for me
To follow them higher and higher
Away from the cares of this world
And into a secret place
A happy place, shared only by You and I

This place is known simply as Euphoria
Whether it can be found in the natural
Or is a state of mind I do not know
But I know I love it here!
It can be likened to nothing on this earth or the next
Almost like the would-be off-spring
Of a tropical oasis and a imagined mirage
It can be heard in Your voice
Read in Your words and sustained in Your arms
It is a place where I cannot choose
Between the soothing tones of Your voice
Or the comfort found in Your embrace
Either would suspend me in delirious happiness
I listen for Your voice by day
And pray to meet You in my dreams by night

There is no road to Euphoria
And no map has ever contained its whereabouts
It cannot be limited by mans finite measurements
Or its beauty debilitated by earths elements
Time cannot constrain it
And ill-will cannot infiltrate it
Euphoria can only be found
Stumbled upon like a long-forgotten treasure
You can find it only when You least expect it
My only assurance of finding it
Was You finding me

Euphoria is a rather oxy-moronic place
I find myself floating amidst the clouds
You and I.me and You
Theres no separation of Us here.
And yet at the same time
I feel myself falling.
Falling so that my life would be in danger
If someone werent there to catch me
Someone likeYou.
And You know what?
I think You will.