My Sweet Ray of Sunshine

They met online. She told him that her sister was paranoid and that they should meet in front of a coffee shop. He laughed. She thought it was cute. She was a single mother, what did he want her for? She met him. He was gorgeous. He had a thick, deep voice. It made her feel warm. They had a cheap dinner and a couple of drinks at his dorm room. It was their first time together, on that same night. There was so much passion and attraction, like a magnet had pulled them together. They loved eachother right then and there. They got to know eachother's lives. For the next 2 months it seemed meant to be...They fought, then they left each other.

A few months later, they ran into each other. They fell apart for some reason. It took so much time to mend everything to become right. She realized he was the one to be with. It wasn't because of the feelings anymore, it was more than that. She felt she needed him to live, another reason to live even though he didn't feel the same. She wrote him a letter:

Dear My Sweet You,

Since the day I met you, I knew deep down that I loved you and always would. I had so much anger and regret packed onto me that I had to shed away all those years of stupidity and narrow mindedness before I can give you the pure love and caring that you deserved. You had so much pain built up in you that you needed to release it and find someone to help you control the violence bottled up with it. We always loved eachother eventhough we were both stubborn and full of pride. Now we let everything go, and now the best came out of all of this...

It wasn't planned and I don't know what's going to happen... I have to tell you...

I'm pregnant...

Let's start another chapter together....

I love you.