Jac's Story Part 06: Her Death

Cigarettes pile up in the ashtray,
her name has been erased.
She became what she swore against and now,

Nothing can save her.
Not even her cries for help.
She tried her best to get away from the Hell that she lived in.

Became corrupted in sin and her eyes cry black tears,
pieces of her soul that is torn and seeping out from within.
She kissed her mother's charm goodbye.
She can never go home knowing that she was meant for nothing.

And now there sits two razor blades and enough pills
to make the masses happy,
she takes them and yet she still cries.

She doesn't understand why nothing has gone right,
she tried to be a savior to someone Else's life.
But she lost her own in the mix.

The razor blades were taken and slashed around,
the walls bleed as the paint chips down.
Ignoring the slices on her hands,
she does it again.

"I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU!" She repeatedly says again.
Talking to no one else but herself and then,
the metal touches her wrists.

She falls dead, her dead heart never knowing the love that she missed.