Resolutions to Solve My Own Conflicts

People are hit with many conflicts throughout their lives. Among many, the most noticeable one that I currently have is whether or not I should go to Japan this coming fall. This has been a conflict struggle to me for the past few months. I haven't been able to decide if I should go or not due to many reasons. This choice is one of the hardest choices I've had to make since I've been born because of the huge responsibilities that I would have to deal with for taking up this action.

Although I am nothing special, I actually impact and affect people's lives. The people impacted by this would first of all, be myself; if I go, I would have to live in a new place, eat different food, change my lifestyle to adapt to the new environment, and speak a different language, I would also have to take an extra summer to graduate from UTA. The reason why this impacted me is because it is a head on experience; it changes things that happen to me directly because of this choice.

Other people impacted by this would be my parents, since I am the only child, leaving them for a few months would be very different for them because I've lived with them all my life, they would have to do more house chores, they would have to mow the lawn, and they would have to do many other things because I am not there. They would also be worried about me, but save in grocery store savings because there are less people to feed. My friends would also be impacted because now they won't have me to hang out with them, to go to the movies or do little things such as play volleyball on Friday nights with them, though they could sometimes find a substitute, this would affect their decisions to do things because I am not around. They would also have one less person to ask for advice when they are in a dilemma about everyday situations.