Sit & Watch

In Times of Saddness, We Can All Use a Shoulder

Please.
Sit & watch with me
As I see my life go by
Without accomplsihment
Without my fifteen minutes
Without anything achieved.
Watch with me.
I can use the company.

Please.
Sit & watch with me.
As I grow weary
Watching myself bleed
Watching myself cry
Cover my eyes for me
When I'm about to die
Alone with no one at my side.

Please.
Sit & watch with me.
As my eyes start to tear
Wondering about what death feels like
Wondering if I'll go to heaven
Wondering if I'll be able to see my grandfather again
If I'll be happier than
I have been here on this worthless fen

Please.
Sit & watch with me.
As I try to stop myself from crying
Feeling myself dying
Feeling the world spinning out of control
Feeling my blade through the skin
Please, someone sit and watch with me from now on...
So that I may have that one comfort of a sad, lonely person,
that one comfortable comfort, of a shoulder to cry on.