April's Law and Child Sex Offenders

By Georga Hackworth - Freelance Writer, published Dec 26, 2007

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This is the story of April, told in her own words:

I can tell you that I don't remember having much of a child hood after age 6. My entire world and my view of life changed after that year. I was molested and raped by a man named Genardo Sanchez, the grooming and molestation lasted forever to me. I remember trying to tell him no but he was so persistent and then the rape came, I hated myself and living. I couldn't understand the feelings I was experiencing or why it was a secret. Finally I was questioned by my Aunt and told somebody which made it worse. Having to go to counselors and then to doctors and court officials, than having Chlamydia as a child. I blacked a lot of things out and really all I wanted to do was be kid with that free and sunny nature kids have, but I would never feel that again.

After the abuse from Genardo I was stuck in a dark cloud of emotions, guilt, fear, insecurity, hatred, what was gonna do? I ended being the victim of more sexual abuse from other babysitters throughout the years, I never really told anyone about them, I guess I didn't see the point and really felt like it was somehow my fault, something about me, about 9 or 10 I gave up on God. I remember grabbing a bible and crying while I wrote in marker all over the pages, "LIES, LIES ,LIES GOD IS DEAD", then I figured I was going to hell anyway for all the bad things I'd done.

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