Reflects Only What Requires

Destined to shine like the moon in the stars in the high above
lit by the fire, the fury, and the scars
roaring in anger, the rage, and Because he told me "no"
reality's fierce but the mirror reflects only what requires.

Asking for more but my plate has already broken
kneeling in pain and I cried in temptation for silence
calling for you in the three of AM
hearing the thumps but there was no music.

Where would I be in the map of inexistence?
pointing me out in the dark where I see no faces
leaving me here where the sign said "go"
cautiously waiting for another remark, another attempt.

Typing confusion but spelling out A-N-G-E-R
hearing dismay but screaming redemption
salvation undefined when my lines clear.
Rotate me clock wise and tell me my future.
Where ever the road, the road is near.