I Give Up!

I was dating and meeting men left and right
I was wearing lip stick and cute shirts
I grew my hair out and learned a lot of social skills
But none of that was ever enough.

My friends kept telling me to hold out hope
My mother kept telling me to just give it time
My grandmother told me to wait until I was older
But I wanted to throw in the towel.

One day, I decided to relax
One day, I decided to be me and forget what others thought of me
One day, I decided to read a lot of books and study
But then He walked into the room.

I was speechless...