In Love with Death

I know I may hate myself for this in the morning

in the morning,
in the morning

but right now it is the evening.

Maybe someday we won't need space,
we will be able to completely
'blow up the outside world' --C.Cornell
like in the movies

Maybe someday I will be able to be myself
with another without wearing them out
or scaring them away

Maybe someday I will find myself,
fall in love at first sight and get married to the idea
of self-acceptance