Our First Kiss

I read your words and feel your love, and think to myself am I the only one. Does she really and truly love me and only me, or is there another? How can she just love me? She is so beautiful, such fun, and any man would want her as I do. And I want her more than anything else on this planet. To love, cherish, and adore for the rest of my life. But how can this be? How can we do this? Why is life so difficult at times?
Where do we go from here?
So many questions
With no answers.
What am I to do,
When I love her so,
But we cannot be together?
She has my heart,
She has my soul,
She has my love forever.
She walks on precious clouds,
The angel that she is.
We are in love
And this is allowed,
I long for our first kiss.