My Friends Became the Whisper of God

Valentine Day had always been a tough holiday for me.

In 1988 I married a good Christian girl named Julia and we c/celebrated our first year of marriage, Feb. 6 1989. Two days later I celebrated my birthday and next week is Valentine's Day.

Life was good we were still honeymooning so to speak, and I loved her with all my heart

She was killed on Valentine Day.

Needless to say I was devastated and had become very angry with God.

I had prayed for this wife " You give her to me and then take her."

So many years and as this day approached, I would isolate myself from those enjoying the holiday of love, after all I was aware enough to not want to take away from anyone's joy with my misfortune.

I had become hardened over the years and just accepted the heartache and tried to carry on like everything is alright, "who ever told you life was fair?" and had become quite lonely,

I have a facebook and maybe five or six friends and was lead to a few social networks and found this site called Yuwie. I joined mostly due to the Ad that said I would get paid for everything I was a;ready doing, and I was curious.

"Love Conquers All! A woman's heart should be so lost in God, that a man must seek him first in Order to find her."

What? OK makes sense.
Who is this?

Drawing near the dreaded day of love, I was just surfing, adding friends, after all got to get them page views.

OK yes she's cute.

I started getting these valentine comments for days I would read them.....I can't spoil this with my misfortune....I read them and my heart began to soften.

Who is she?

An Artist and poet, an activist sends me a poem. I ascertain she is correct.

Two small Voices, a Whisper , a Roar.

Who is this?

Beautiful women surrounding me with love? Who are they? Are they angels?

People need your love!
Who are they show me. Real men love Jesus......yes they do.

My friends love me imagine that. My wife's name was Julia.
.....ahhh two new friends ummmmm both named Julie one seventy five , one black...like aged fine wine and tone like satin.

What is happening?

Be patient...
God what would you have me to do?

My friends God Bless you, through you I have heard the whisper of God.