Here's Why I'm Prejudice of Women Who Are Victims of Childhood Sexual Abuse

After a long time of dwelling on this, I've recently decided to admit to myself that I've developed a prejudice towards women who've been victims of childhood sexual abuse or rape. "Prejudice" is a fairly toxic word and because of that, I found that I was living in denial about my true feelings for women who've suffered this kind of tragic abuse.

Many years ago, my ex wife admitted to me that her biological father was well known for being abusive towards women and for molesting children. "Chester The Molester" was his common nickname around my mother-in-law's household and everyone thought it was funny, accept for one person. I simply had no idea that my ex's sister would become quite irrational and expressively angry towards ANYONE who uttered the words "Chester the Molester".

After a while, my ex admitted to me that her father "may" have molested her sister and that would explain her frequent violent and irrational behavior. Trying to understand things better, I ask my wife if she too had been molested by he father and she immediately replied "No!" and that was that.

Time goes on and we're up to the date that my ex abandons me which in turn turns my life upside down and inside out. Over the course of the next several months, I took to studying my past and had several private conversations with women who admitted to me that they were either rape victims or victims of childhood sexual abuse. It didn't take me too long to realize that my ex had lied to me about her father molesting her.

During the course of my relationship with my ex, there were times when she'd exhibit some funky behaviors that I wasn't completely comfortable with. Towards the very end of my marriage, she had become extremely toxic, both in her actions and in her expressed vocabulary. It was as if the beast from within and finally broken free and was absolutely going to show its ugly face.