03/08/08B Just Got Back From 10,000 BC Staedy Stars, The North Star

Just got back a few hours ago. Got caught up with emails to my boy and myself. The guys are watching one of my movies "Aviator" with De Campo.

Chris and I went to another one of his girlfriends' house. The we saw 10,000 BC. I hope you don't watch that movie in the Galaxy and drink at the same time. Reason? Well,i would get jealous.

I'm online now studying Excel so I can do a Form that we use here "What I Accomplished This Week." Which is a form that we fill out each week to "prove" what we have done to get our ass's out of our bind.

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I have to use Subjects lines to keep track of my writings to everyone, not just you.

Yes I do look for you too, when I drive around when I think you might be around. That time you saw me is probably when I got back from that Puyallop Interview. I was looking for you at that time too, but you saw me. Still, like Rumi said and what I am coming to believe, why should I look so hard for you when you are already part of me? Again going back to that time and space deal.

10,000 BC used a story line about the North Star, which was a common story and was used before GPS and Maps etc . . .

Now and back then we say how true and steady that North Star is, how beautiful it is. And now if we all think about it, if that star is anything like we are, it too may have an Earth like ours, with people like us. Just as flawed, just as errorous , at times hurting and looking for someone or something that is true and steady and reliable. . .and they will see us and think look at that North Star (or are we the South Star?) that is steady, true and never wavering . . . .they are thinking that way at us? Perhaps we can learn to face our mirror and learn to be true to ourselves then . . .or knowing we are trying to do so since we know that life is not easy. I love scars, remember? I want to kiss the scars of your body, of your heart, and of your Spirit . . .yours Little girl.

Okay back to my studies and writings of my Islamic Angel again, and her saving me from the religion of men, (including Islam)

more soon

YABAWL