03/11/08 Sweet Dreams! Lost Love VI Looking for Love VI Looking Still for Looking Work VI Hey Beautiful

Hey Beautiful,

Sweet dreams!

Today started off hard. No job from Labor Ready. Truth is there are many reasons for that but Bottom line, if they had the work, I would have gone out on a job. Most of the reasons were that other guys who have been there for a long time working, get the best jobs.

As you know, I have an Electrical Job Interview on Thursday. Pending a test. They are looking for twenty people so it makes sense to hire the twenty best people. I have to study some what for the test.

I'm not sure if I wrote you that I got my Connecticut Apprenticeship papers from Pratt & Whitney. That saved me 30 dollars from not getting the papers from the State of Connecticut. But these are photo copies. I'm sure that someday I should get originals copies from the State. They documented that I have 5500 hours. The State of Washington needs 8,000 hours for me to get my Journey men's License. I need to get my other hours from Electric Boat. I don't know what all this will mean with the Labor & Industries Auditors for me and me getting My Washington State's Electrical License.

I hope you're doing okay. I worry about you and this big week you are having. more later, my l---e, I wish I could say it, write it, but you already know.

Will I ever find new love again? Will I ever be able to love some else instead of a woman who is not free to love? And me? Will I ever afford to get a divorce and be free to legally love a new woman or even you. I'm a homeless man for now. You said that the State Institute of Marriage is only a bond of women to men in it's antiquated state.

more later my love, sweet dreams little girl.