Sweet Dreams Baby Girl Your Horoscope 03/14/08 and Change

Yup, I liked your H'scope from yesterday too. You like it how it said for you to embrace the changes in your life. Don't think I didn't catch your meaning about you changing and me changing. I never said that I couldn't change more and I know you didn't think that at all. If I say anything more about changing it would be too much talk. Everyone wants me to change even more. They want me to stop drinking but they can drink to abundance, or because they stopped completely i should. You think i should. Yet, it will be okay for you to drink and my Baby Girl, for you to touch the faces of the Goddesses in your drunkenness. Yes, I drank and missed work, i drank and lost my house, that is how i got here. I drank because I was depressed because I was just a piece of sexual meat for your desire, yet we still love each other and you still love him and are with him.

Today was a good day for a change, okay what/which word(s) means CH-----? (you put your word here while I go to look for a synonym. )(I figured one out myself) Today was a good day; different for once! The other way is I can be more adaptive to my homeless situation, oops, being homeless makes one more adaptive. This Adaptation is a two edged sword. It is both good and bad, for better and worst. No one likes to be forced into altering, sometimes their very soul or core. A women sells her body to feed herself and/or her kids (it isn't always for drugs). A guy may adapt by stealing or worst. Believe me, I have thought about these things. It isn't hard when you wonder where are you going to get the gas to go to a job interview. You don't go because for now, you don't steal. Maybe I can borrow the money well, Food Stamp dollars for real dollars plus a little cash when you get some cash. But one may mutate his soul into the devil or is more malleable with his pride and a true Transfiguration takes place. I cry now . . . are you crying? It hurts but its okay. I just may live.

I like your H'scope. that meaning of intimacy it has for you.

more later I have to get my grades faxed to PSNS now.

I just may get a job in Nashville I want to stay, I don't want to leave here and leaving you even further.