No Judge nor Jury

Now I am risking everything to me
I am writing it down, in my room
To publish, for the whole world to see
Cause Darlin', I am headed back there soon

I don't remember very much
Ten years we were resistant
How you've faded, absent from your touch
But she weighs heavy in my heart from a distance

Because no Judge nor Jury with a white glove
Can keep me shamed or held lost
They can't rule on the depth of my love
Despite what you did think our daughter cost

My pain lessened
When those hours turned to days
And then into weeks
In months of forever, in all that freedom does weigh

You and I may not have worked, and were done
But all of your Daddy's millions
The one or two used for each Judges fun
Was a mistake, you should have used trillions

Because no Judge nor Jury with a white glove
Can keep me shamed or held lost
They can't rule on the depth of my love
Despite what you did think our daughter cost

So you proved your rich and dirty
Did you care with each threat, a minutes worth
I have to believe it was for her
And not done just to claim your turf

Arbitration specified i was incapable
Being so mentally ill
Lived and married me in your fable
And celebrated her birth with me still

Because no Judge nor Jury with a white glove
Can keep me shamed or held lost
They can't rule on the depth of my love
Despite what you did think our daughter cost

I had no clue your family, without me
Started meetings the day she was two
Planning her destiny
Away from me, just for only you

Hope you never have to walk in my shoes
Because you loose, I'm coming, so get out of my way
And see how it feels to pay your dues
Sooner than you think this is our justice day

Because no Judge nor Jury with a white glove
Can keep me shamed or held lost
They can't rule on the depth of my love
Despite what you did think our daughter cost

You are no longer real,
How did i not know you at all
Like a robot who clearly can't feel
You were the one who tripped me, to fall

Do you ever think or trust our religion
How things went down
Insanity, ruthless competition
I was so blind i did not feel a sound

To think how much I use to love you
Now I'm not being abandoned or leaving
I am coming a knocking soon too
I am done with simply grieving