Threat of Envy

In the six years past

Luggage do I carry

No mind the importance I keep with it

Just mind the limits I cannot cross

Little timed relief I get

I understand its reason

But I see you more able

Threat of envy is my dark cloud

Sometimes it rains

Sometimes it shines

Yet, when to look at your unlimited load

I pain to want to share the sweet flexible relief you bathe in frequent

No mind your oppertunity to fly (for I have none)

Mind your not caring

Threat of envy mocks my frown

Reason why it does such I do not fully comprehend

Though my frown, I know its reason well

You like but dislike my load that weighs

Like, for its definition to me

Dislike, for its tie to you

My limits you cannot comply

So you leave me to my own

Though threat of envy be my discourse

Sorry I cannot be for my limits

But sorry I am for their burden to you