Good Byes Are Never Easy

(to her June 23, 2008)

I know . . .
(to agree with your statement)

I saw some beautiful things who could I share that with?
(Here in Huntsville, AL, where my group and I are training before going to Iraq)

Shhh . . . you can rest now . . .

I'll start my count over.

I'm always around if you need me but i'll try to be stronger.

I worry about you too, about your pain . . .

You are Beautiful and well loved

I miss you, we'll be strong together, okay?

Shhh . . .my love, rest now . . .

(to her June 22, 2008)
I have to rewrite this later, I have the guys here waiting for dinner.

I promised to myself not to do something . . .but i can't even for 24 hours. Damn me!

I saw a couple of trees 100 or 200 years old. I can not get my arms around them, a Maple and an Ash. In front of a old brick house that is now a bank. I that same river, I saw many hugh trout (i think) swimming with 5 golden or red color fish. Were they large gold fish? Carp? I was on a bridge, I could not see any barbs around their mouths. Were they wild Mollys set free?

I saw a gray heron in the middle of town in the Tennessee river that the banks are concreted over.

I love nature. You are my hippie girl. I want to set you free too, to set me free. I don't want to hurt you any more. But NO BODY wants to read these things about nature and being free. No body knows the beauty of life as you do.

-----Original Message-----
From: Sent: Mon, 23 Jun 2008 12:52 am
Subject: (no subject)
(her's)

My computer's fucked up again.

This is a bad week.

The lingering makes it harder for both of us.