Blind by My Own Oblivion

As I lay here and take a look at you
Wondering how it is you carried me to
The hospital emergency room as I only lain
Paralyzed and screaming, in wretched pain
Three or more blocks you carried me that day
Until the security seen you and called mayday!

All the times I say you do not care the pain I feel
Today I realize you saved me, and care a great deal
Almost losing you last night, and discussing our faults
I began to see how ridiculous I was in finding defaults

Remembering today that day that made the doctor's look
All the strength and energy from you it must have took
While my thong was out like some common whore
You carried me from the car to the entrance door
Never once did you miss a stride
While I screamed, my panties hide!

I whined and cried until upon a stretcher bed
I would never walk again, pounding my head
You calmly stood beside me, holding my hand
You done what had to be done, my savior man!

You carried me physically, but mentally all along
During my panic, you stayed beside me and strong
How could I be so arrogant to thrown in your face
That you didn't care, your love I couldn't embrace
You've been here all this time, I was just stupid and blind
Selfishly in my warped little head, I was too ignorant to find
That you needed me back and love you had missed
From the moment I fell in pain, your love I dissed

I am sorry my darling, my hero, tonight
Finally if not too late, I have seen the light
That my life without you is incomplete
Losing you would be my last defeat.
Please don't leave me, another chance I plead
I know we can do it, just please do not leave